Posting soon , going to m'sia . Chaos

Hi people.
Yeah , tomorrow is going to be CNY. So looking forward to all the good food and red packs !
CNY i'll be going m'sia :/

This week is a movie week for me. I had watched Red cliff , Bride wars and love matter.
3 movie are nice to me , ya...

Today post is so not organise. I'm sorry.

I'm going to post about my hair today. I'm so pissed off that my hair colour is fading off la, Damn. Then you know what the roof of my hair now is turning black! After CNY I'll dye it to ash blond or ash brown, anything related to ash. I wanted to do soft reborning or some curl on my hair la.

It's super irritating my hair like no pattern one! I realise that I only tied my hair up in a mess bun , that's it . So not artistic and so boring. @#$%^&*()(*&^$%^%&^&

Gold chain are so nice, like it? Interested to get one too , mail me!

I went shopping and I get so 4 things . Spend $2xx .
Okay .. I didn't put tattoo cause I'm so scared of the sound of the tattoo machine.

Sleeping time , night folks.

Man ! He's a rockstar (:

woman = problem?

Hi people , yesterday night I read an interesting article about " woman = problem?"



This is how that guy wrote :

In relationships around my life circles , i came across many "stubborn" or "insecurity" females who came out with stupid question out of nowhere or maybe just out of fun and jolly well go ask their boy "do you love me?" , "why so long never sms me?" , "why you treat me not like you used to treat me?" and many more...for fuck sake! this is damn stupid! of cause your boy loves you , if not why will he want to be together with you in the first place? he never sms you because



BOYS REALLY HATE THIS SENTENCE COMING OUT FROM THEIR GIRLFRIEND, " YOU CHANGED" and i realize the way boy love their girl change as time goes... this is a fact i cant explain it . the love changed doesn't mean he love you lesser la. please if your boyfriend don't loves you , he will just ask you to break up and fuck off from his life. please have some faith in boys... according to facts , male is a more faithful and loving creature compare to woman.



conclusion! girls are problem because:
1.they randomly ask stupid question
2.takes up time
3.costly
4.they cant take negative comment
5.they are CRAZY sometimes
6.they attitude for no reason



kk conclusion why girl is not a problem:
1.they help us produce baby wooo!
2.they are cute(:
3.they compensate for what man lack of
4.they are equally powerful as man

Okay let's talk about the problem that we woman had.


1.we randomly ask stupid question ?


I agree that we often ask these question that mention about like
"do you love me?"
"why you never sms me?"
"why you treat me not like you used to treat me?"
" YOU CHANGED"

Obviously is that guy change it way treating the girl right? If not why girls will ask this kind of question. Do you ever think how girls feel when we are forced to ask this kind of question? we're not stupid. Before we know what you guys will answer like " No dear , i still love you very much.." or whatever shit but we still ask. why? It's not out of fun joy and laughter okay! Cause we want to feel love and more care from our bf or even clear our doubts of you treating us differently !
Well , if you guys think girls are a nuisance of asking these kind of stupid question then don't ever find a wife cause we won't change!

2.takes up time

Oh well , I don't think this is an excuse la. If you have a girlfriend then you should know you must find time to spend with her la. If you guys know what the hell is time management then it should be okay. So it's not we girls take up your time.


3.costly

Man nature ? Shouldn't a guy pay for the girl movie ?
Super stupid.
I remember there was one time that I wanted to pay for the meal and the guy like said :"No , I pay la , it's so paiseh for a girl to pay for my meal!" You see how prideful a man is?
Or ever once when I was out with a group of friends. My ex even ask me to give him money to pay later. He said it was too shameful if I don't have money to pay for my gf.

4.they cant take negative comment

I think this doesn't really apply to all girls la. Depending on what kind of comment you are giving? Example like " Dear ... am i fat?" For me if I am a boy. No matter how fat is my gf , I'll just say No! So , please be smart. But like for me , of course I can take it la. Like my ex bf , he always said I not cute , but who care I know I am . * index finger pointing one another. ha


5.they are CRAZY sometimes
Hmm... completely no comment.


6. they attitude for no reason
Ha ha ~ Ask God .
PMS , sometimes.

It's so lame we have more advantages!
Advantage of a girl?

1.they help us produce baby?

Honestly , You look at our face you think we look like "mu zhu"? But yes it's true if not you guys also can't give birth. That explain why you guys must treat girls with lots of love and care cause it's so painful to give birth.

2.they are cute(:
Of course .

3.they compensate for what man lack of
Like what? Confirm is sex lo.
Girls must be careful cause guy use their dick to have sex not with their heart. But we girls use our heart la ! Right? We only can have sex with those guy who really love .


4.they are equally powerful as man
Definitely


I have finally complete my unhappiness with this post .

I spend 150bucks for my L.A hiphop course. but well it's all worth right? Yes , finally another dream came true. Yes man , another level up! I'm so excited about it cause it start right after my birthday 2nd feb!

Now I'm finding a job , just went for an interview at haji lane but I'm not sure if they want to hire me. So for the time being , I have to find a job in order to have some savings for myself. I don't know how I spend my money. I spend a lot money around $5xx. Damn ! It's time for me to learn to save money. Talking about spending money , I just got myself a jeans. It's like those hiphop kind.Damn cool , I like it a lot cause It's the first jeans that is not over long for me. Hais sad , I'm short. How can I grow tall? anyone tell me please!

I GOT PICTURES OF MYSELF * index finger pointing one another

Oh man , CNY it's coming . I painted my nails red so that I could have more ang pao money.

Please support the http://juddiing.blogspot.com okay? Don't ask me why is called Judi ! Look at my face , I don't look like I'm name Judi. It's my aunt request cause she gave me capital. Support me , loves!

pictures.

My ex ex ex ex ex bf , he's so sweet. good night

Oh my gosh , I woke up at 5.30pm. I like an idiotic pig why can I ever sleep so long? I had a very stupid dream . The dream is about me and an unknown guy. In the dream I fell in love with him. Then we do a lot of sweet things like all couples will usually do except for sex. This part very exciting! One day i went to his house and he took of his clothes then he shouted " Actually I'm a girl and I love you so much!" Oh my god , there goes my sweet dream turn nightmare! I'm so angry !


Yesterday I accompany best friend forever Sammy to put tattoo at acid crew. I waited for him about 3 and a half hours , I almost fall asleep there la.Actually I was suppose to put with him but I wasn't sure about the design yet. Further more my friends were right "please put somewhere that I could cover or hide".
So .. I shall give up the idea of putting tattoo on my wrist. So i decided to put on my ass. ha ha , no la on my back. Then now the design .. My friend said put something that represent you. It's like abit hard for me to put princess Diana on my back right? So these few days I had been thinking hard what represent me. Then I came to an conclusion of putting DIAMOND. It's not that i think i look like a diamond la. It's like i think cause it's every girls favourite right? Then I shall put Pink or colourful Blink blink on my skin forever. I guess when I turn 80 I'll still like diamond haha. So the colour I'll think through again and then go talk to my parents.
Soon Okay I'll put it .
Friends don't hate me if I have a tattoo okay? It's still me forever!

Yesterday movie and it totally freak me out. Damn , waste my money ! The movie is don't know what molly molly or whatever shit. Please , if you love your parents please don't spend their money on this show.

Lastly , baby I hope you'll like the red mp3 that we gave you. No money no talk no shit no clothes no fun no bf no enjoy. baby , it's time to work.

That's what friends are for

These few days I terribly living with fears. I seriously learn a lot, more than what you think i have learn. I never thought one day it will happen to me and I thought this was way easy to handle. I didn't know how much courage I had and I was surprising shock that I had much more than what I thought. Nights was just purely worrying and suffering. Yes , of course not forget to mention are friends. I didn't realise how blessed I am to have those bunch of friends. I'm not referring to those " hi .. we hang out together and we'll best friends forever kind" but those real friends. Those friends who feel hurt , worry and care for you. I really don't know how to express that kind of feeling but thank you.
Just feel very touched when you guys said
" I know you ain;t enjoying. It pricks when I see you this like that".
" I was worrying about you in my camp at night, wondering are you okay "
"I know it hurts , just cried out"
"No! I'm worry for you now"
"No matter what I'll be here"
It made me cry cause i'm always the course of everything. I think my friends love me more than myself.
I just want to said thanks for everything. love

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HELLO BABY!

16Jan2008 , such a beautiful day (:

This madness woman above slightly darker one... She rock my world cause whenever I need help , she'll here for me *hug. We know each other when we were in Primary one. The days when she bully me very badly. Then growing up together as "ex G6" , so call the ah lians in fpps.

Now , when we grow up looking back at the past we'll laugh at your stupidest. Oh my god , like we do all crazy staff that you guys could not imagine! hoho . Stop the craps , Jaslin Happy birthday ! I love you!

Hope tomorrow will be an enjoyable day . Get ready for the themes ~

From me , oh my god so cute!

TADAH~

Better in time

God said Kaiying you must be strong. God said I'm not alone. God said he still love me. God said forgive and forget. God said everything will be fine. God said he hate to see me sad. God said run to him .

God , actually it hurts abit .
Actually I'm scared and worry but smile to cover everything alright?

Please Support Me.

This are all Brand new and D.I.Y
http://juddiing.blogspot.com/


Sorry for the waiting friends.





* Next , I'm getting a tattoo soon. (:

Destiny

I had a lot of butterflies in my stomach. Can't eat well , sleep or whatever sh*t. All day long I had been thinking of my results tomorrow. Oh my , seriously I know it's gonna be no good at all. I regret now! I should study harder! :x opps but seriously please study hard for O's if not you're end up like me. poor thing , I know it's gonna be a definite hard night today.
I can't imagine that tomorrow results will be out . It's gonna affect my mood. damn happy or sad , either one! OH my where will I go ? Jesus bless me , AMEN! Super scaryyyy

Happy 18th birthday Darling Peiqi!
Although we have really drifted but yet you're aways a good friend in my heart ya? You'll still be in my heart :) I hope you have a wonderful day spending with your friends or boyfriend. Most importantly is yourself to be happy. Take care of yourself and I just want you to know that no matter what I'll be here for you.

* I practise dance and bball today .
No mood , really not going to further blog. Love you guys! byee

I LOVE SEXY DIAMOND ROCKS

Get it baby ! KAIYING LOVE SEXY DIAMOND

Today is my sister birthday and I'll be celebrating with her later at night. woo woo~ so in between I will be shopping for her present and MY SUPER baggy jeans. So excited to see sweetie fuck it has been months since we meet. we gonna rock later.

What happen yesterday , I choose to delete it away.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA XIN .

KAIYING SCREAM! 12th Jan ,2PM is going to be the release of O's result!

Oh my god what am i suppose to do? I'm just gonna prepare for the worst man. Never mind , what is done cannot be undone . I'll just going take and accept my O's certificate.

* will updates the rest when ivy send me photos

A message

24 hour a day.
29 Nov till today
could someone help her calculate how many hours there is?
5mins to spare for her?
A call?
An email ?
I guess she just want to know how he had been there.
Simple as abc
He forgot about this girl who waits.
She don't blame him.
She just miss him.
a lot
what's the result next now?

Sometimes I really don't want to be those people who wrote emo post on their blog.

Damn , I really want to scream very loud now. What am I going to do when I get back my results ? Should I be those very forgiving person?

Now .. I'm out of job. No! I rephrase it , I quit this job. Isn't this a good thing? I sleep late and wake up even later like 4plus 5. My eye hurts cause I'm using my eye to upload 100 of pictures for that shop. I don't even know why am I going this! Could it be successful , I wonder .

God bless me , I want to improve my dance. Well.. nowadays I seem to lost all my groove in dancing, like a dancing noob.

More updates , see you . byeeeeeeee

2009 , start a new.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

2009 RESOLUTIONS

• Practise dance at least 4times a week
• Learn Street jazz
• Working with fun and nice people with good pay
• blog shop to be successful
• learn Japanese
• Don't always make a joke out of myself
• Don't always see handsome guys
• Be more gentle
• grow taller
• Slim down
• Learn more about fashion design from auntie
• Learn to be independent
• Go overseas
• More hello kitty things
• Spend more time with my family
• Spend more time with my good friends
• Don't always complain about myself
• Learn to love myself deeply
• Visit old folks home or do some charity
• take car licence

Lastly , I wish that 2009 will be a good year for everyone.:)