27 July 2008

girlfriend rocks
























Finally , I realised how important friendship apply. I never want to let go any of you guys.
Cause one thing I learn ,in the end friendship always last.

21 July 2008

Photos updated.

Kerin tan kai ling , please send me all the pictures that we took can? ARGH .

Racial harmony :)


Kim and I.
Eugene and I.
Xinli , Kumar and I.
Pink kimono , cute ?
More pictures coming up soon ......
I delete my previous post . My friends were right , I should have listen to them . P/s , let him go. good bye forever .

20 July 2008



The photos that was taken on that movie day , I'll post up very soon. All thanks to Kerin , she did not send it to me !!
Yeah so excited because tomorrow I don't have to wear school uniform to school! Let's celebrate racial harmony day :) Yesterday YunRui came my house to borrow kimono. She look so cute with the pink kimono la , I can't wait to see her! Anyway I believe there will be tons of photo taken cause this is going to be my last year celebrating. aww , so sad.
I went shopping @ town , with my mom. We intend to buy a lot of clothes , bag and whatsoever. But in the end we did not buy anything. Argh , I don't understand why my sister can buy so many clothes in one time. As for me , I buy nothing.
Mid-night I went downstairs to meet some of my friends. Supposedly I'm home but when I receive some information from Peiqi. I rush down immediately. I thought my decision was kind of hush and I don't know why I'll just react this way.
Lastly , I'm really afraid. Who can I run to except you? What am I suppose to do now?

19 July 2008

movie night



Movie : Hell boy II

Rate: 3.5stars

Yesterday night was quite fun , went to watch hell boy. I think it was quite nice but some fighting scenes almost made me sleep. This was the first time I purchase 12tickets for movie . So cool huh?

I'll upload pictures when my friend send it to me. Oh .. , not forgetting to tell you guys , I bought another new headband chaos ~

17 July 2008

poor eye sight

oh mummy !
Lately I have been trying very hard to see words on the white board in class. Even the words in msn , I could not see clearly. argh .. Not only that, I took the wrong bus too , so silly!
I just can't believe that my eye sight is getting worst. mum , your daughter need a specs.

edhardy chaos





I found a supplier that could offer me Ed hardy hoodies for 69 bucks !
Singapore outlets are far too expensive . One hoodies cost about 200bucks. Oh my goodness , this is total insane!hmm .. which one should I get ? Oh my gosh , I love all three above! I'm going purchase it for sure!

16 July 2008

I manage to smile

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

14 July 2008

t i r e d

Monday was always not the day for me ! Argh , I did not sleep at all last night due to excessive sleep in the afternoon. *yawn , seriously tired!
Wah .. today I have lots of home work and many things to be revised ! I still have to forsake my basketball time to do homework :( No choice , this is what a O level student should be doing , right ? Okay .. I think I better go do my work now before it get late !

13 July 2008

Hong kong cafe .


Hong kong cafe @ katong .


When it comes to food she tend to be super happy. hahaa

Look at her serious expression! Oh and that's my dad!

Bake rice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Our bangles :)


Mummy and I .

Daddy's car.
Look @ us , so sweet huh!

That was on the car .

These people are love , always.
Mei mei ... I love you!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeee!


My dad always treat me extra well after quarrelling. Today he message and said he'll bring us to my favourite cafe to eat . Daddy .. You're the sweetest and best dad ever!
After that we went to leisure park for a walk but all shop was close. Anyway I'm so fortunate to have such lovely family.
Yeah . I'm going overseas after my O's with my family . Looking forward life after O's .
Jia you , MUG HARD!
Oh my God!
I'm supposed to be studying but I slept while I'm studying for my Geography test tomorrow.
It's like what the ... ! I'm supposed to go dinner @ 6pm with my family ~ Now I can't argh~!

12 July 2008


*Look at my bangles . I bought from little india. Hoho so cheap $2 for 12. Unlike my gold bangle 12 for $18 ,from forever21.

Friday night?
Yes yes , Ktv with friends. How can I have more freedom? I got scolding from my dad when I reach home yesterday @ 4.15 am.
Dad:" How could a 17 year old girl be back at this time?"
It was really irritating. As in like he does not do that to me anymore, why now?!!
Not only that, the most annoying thing is that he bring up my ex boyfriend name. I don't see any point to used his name in related to me coming home late. I miss... ........Ah whatsoever.

Oh ya . You know I haven receive my pay yet. I'm broke again:(
Argh .. I want to find new job considering not to work in hyp anymore.
My dream work place is to work at haji lane. Hopefully one day I could work there. gees!

I'm tired after studying today . I miss my cozy bed. Night nighty folks.
Dear heavenly Father , how are you? It has been a long time since I worship you , i miss you.
These day I have been struggling hard to live . Can You see it? Dear God , Can you zoom into my heart? Deep within me contain 2 desire. Firstly may you give me the power to study and do well in my O's. Abba Father I don't want to disappoint anyone , I want to do well.
Secondly , I want to dance well. I want dance more than anything else. Dear God you introduced me to dance , can I request not to let dance and me to be apart? God please send me your dancing shoe from heaven. If I could just dance for You , I will do it until the day when my heartbeat stop. I promise.

10 July 2008

fail to success

I came home drenched , from head to toe all wet. Again I gave up on dance . What's wrong with me today? I can't get myself focus to learn! I can't catch steps , no more confident and I drop down on the floor again. Can't get up no more. Kneeing down on the floor, trying to get up but I realised I had used up all my strength .I thank God for the heavy rain fall that woke me to reality. I'm going to stand up again by myself without any help.

9 July 2008

touched



If I were the man , I'll do the same thing for her. Seriously!
After watching, my love of faith grew.
True love exist isn't it? I don't know if this is real but it just made me believe. imy

8 July 2008

So after doing my maths tys , I went down to cycle/slack with friends. Anywhere but not home! gees.
I bought wang wang and ate the entire pack . After that my dad bought me another package again!
Argh , I did not eat anything only wang wang ok? Now I'm having sore throat~ argh. I did not s for 3days , please congrats me. Jiayou~
Continue eating my wang wang now. night nighty folk!

dance floor

Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !
Bring me to club pleeeaasssssssssee. Like once won't kill then I promise to study hard !

7 July 2008

Hot favourite ice latte and cheese cake.
I look so idiotic. So dumb!
dumb la...

arghh . My studying time became shopping time. Haha anyway I'm super excited (jump jump!) I bought 2 head bands ! Okay I super in love with head bands la although I look like some people from Africa or whatsoever. And head bands are not cheap at all moreover I purchase it at Haji lane! Sigh can't find any nice and cheap head bands. So if you know any nice and cheap head bands please let me know ok?! I simply love cheap staff!! Oh . I bought a vest tooooo and and and .. a hand band! tattoo. I really considering to put tattoo. If yes I must start saving up cash now, so I can put immediately after O's .What do you think?

w/out make up + messy hair
My sister and I.

My head band~



I'm wearing my sister's dress.