Can't believe that tomorrow is N levels .
Geography and Maths paper one. * Sigh . Stress man , somethings are happening that affected me. I have been not a good daughter , sister or whatsoever. I don't know why .. But i guess i seen some view of the real world. Practical and realistic. Life isn't so good , not as how i used to think when i was a little girl. Welcome to the real world once again. Human can't relating to each other well. Oh man , sickening. I hate it , i never knew it was so hard.

Gosh , having headache again. Panadol are like sweets to me , I'm eating quite regularly to stop my pain. Anyway I have to post today! As you see ... I met lulu today , and finally i get to see my precious. He look super tired , in fact he is! So kind of weird today. HAHA or maybe something is bothering him. But it seem like i don't even know anything. Whatsoever , sigh . gonna sleep . GOOD BYE :D

4.00am . I not sleeping yet..
watching 轉角*遇到愛 . loading ... loading and loading.
Rain so heavily , I'm scared :(

My new member . red red :)

PQ . Emo-ing

I can tie my hair , proof that it grew longer :D



I get to know CHUA CHUA MORE , and I'm so proud of you. You broke the record . YOU WALK ! Let me explain .. She is that kind of person who will rest more than shop. LOL .
And yeah .. Today is zhong qiu jie. I'll never forget 2006 how i spend my night playing. I flashed back .. and i feel like it happen yesterday. I'm growing up :D
Some memories that i could not forget.The happy times and sad times. It's just memories.
How i gone through to be myself (today). Isn't life this way? Laugh out loud.
But I'm happy to be who i am today.YES !One more day , are you excited? Can't wait to see love. I remember how i whine to my friends. "wah lau .. 2weeks leh!" Now left one day. Time fly... Anw Tomorrow must chiong study liao. Oh .. N levels is coming and ending :D woohoo ! I love it baby . Can't wait to enjoy ...Yeah .. I'm starting my dance practise SOON . Well .. I'm so excited . STUDY 1st

I was packing my stuff and here ...
I found some pictures with made me laugh :D

SEE.. I have a lot of toys. I'm so blessed.

I Love pink (in the past) . My mei mei beside me . evidence!! I'm taller than her hor. *HUR


See i told you I'm blessed! by presents :D i was wearing the gown that my auntie did for me.(PERSONALLY)
My best best friend Samantha. We used to play barbie doll , i miss her :(

blackie , i miss him. My dad don't allow me to have dogs any more.
I'm craving to have a dog . Daddy please..:(

taken by me


I want fast forward to thursday . I can't wait to see dearest .
my passion for dancing is burning like never before .

Went shopping with mommy ...

My mommy gave me :)

High calicum High protein Low fat


Lets EMO ~



I'll be rotting at home today . Lazy to go out.. BLAR , should be studying later.
I want to get heels :D Taller you see... wahaha !! Its so exciting to know that N levels is coming and ending SOON. I'm also looking forward for my dance practises. Imagining 1 Dec 2007 , I'll be performing. My 5th time dancing on stage , well.. my dream its getting nearer huh? Then after N levels most likely I'm learning new dance ; Hip Hop. So wish me good luck. Considering to take street jazz after Hip Hop. Plan ahead! cos when you fail to plan , you plan to fail.
I really hope that i could put some passion in my studies too . SIGH *
Don't compare yourself with others.

LOVE WITH YOUR HEART NOT EYES .


I never knew that there is such person in this world.
"Welcome to the real world kaiying."

Don't judge it's book by it's cover.

PICTURES

Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand.
Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is.
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tighty to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers.
You may hold on to some of it, but most will spilled.
A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact.
But hold too tightly, too possessively, and relationshop slips away and it lost.

YESH . BALANCE !!
* Thanks for teaching me POA :D



I went to study today , it was tiring ~
Anyway I am really glad to have such good friends around me. I don't really need a lot of friends but just people who are true to me. Yes , sometimes I'll tend to neglect them. But I'll never stop loving you guys. I know sometimes I'm so call "no heart" because i tend to forget birthdays , stop contacting you or whatsoever. But I'll try to change , really hope to increase my compassion for others. And one thing , I hope to mean what i say. :(
Tomorrow last day of school , 4f gonna miss you guys..

Okays gonna ZzZzzzzZzz... ah gong nagging .
6days to go <3


*SONG
SARA (ENGLISH VERISON) BY BOA

I like my hair . HOHO

PICTURES :)


Waiting for audition

HAHA :x

Edited ; playing with lights

okays .
I realised that i did not post about my audition . Oh yeah .. I went in. Thanks People:D

SCHOOL = BORED

We only have 3 lesson today. Biology,POA and Maths. We spent most of our time rotting in class. Super sianz lor .

Lucky I got a bunch of fun people in class :)

We were chatting away. Like how Xinli disappear straight after school , then everyone followed what she did. HAHA , true hor? Students like the dismiss bell !! hee hee .

We were planning the activity after N levels. As if we have finish our N levels .

Anyway i feel great to imagine how life is after N level. So exciting !!

Friends please study , endure!! 8oct2007 :)

This shows how bored we are .

I MISS LU LU

I love technology!!
HAH , at least i get to msg and call you.
I really can't wait to see <3>

NOTE :
ANYONE PLS INFLUENCE ME TO STUDY !

I not a multi task person.

Deep within me , I know that without God I'm nothing. ( for me la )
But I really think some task is too hard for me to handle.
I mean not only me , maybe for the rest too. Or maybe I don't have the ability to reach out. I need to handle my examination. N levels is coming up soon , all i can do is to worry? I don't think I have enough time. I guess I'm too unwise.
Like you say.. N level coming so please don't go for that audition , don't go out , don't do this and don't do that. Sigh , I really hope examination will be over soon.
Yes I have a great family. But i really hope they could understand me.
All the times i just want to make sure i will not get scolding from them.One word , I'll follow.Who else must i pleased?
I go to church , My dad asked me to shift my house to church.
Sometimes I could not go services because of tuition , then cgl said I did not make my stand for God.Yes , I have my friends. But at most they could be my listener , Problem equal unsolved. Yes i have a great sister in my family but being a elder sister i need to be responsible for her action. Even little things make me up sad.
Why can't she spend a little thoughts for me? When she come home late , who get scolding ?? ME!! When she never tidy the room , who is the one that my parents blame? ME!! On top of these , I still need to handle some past relationship.
Is like I have a boyfriend now , and i super love him.
Ask me why? I don't know. And all i can treat you is just my friend.
Asked me why I don't accept you despite you waited so long?
I can't explain my feelings okay!! It's just love.
I'm not here to show how many problems i face. Is just that I want to throw out everything. *sigh...


Sorry for not picking up some of your calls and messages.
And if i ever pick up your call , don't ask me what happened.
Everything is gonna be alright soon.
I'm just tired...

Audition result will be shown on monday , I guess I would get in..
(BIG IMPACT TO ME ) :(

my food .bake rice

tian pin (MANGO)


TODAY
I went reggae open class .. super difficult la!
Yet .. at least i could get the steps *JUMP JUMP
Then i waited ... waited and waited ...
From around 4.30 to 7.00 to my dance audition.


HOW DO YOU FEEL BEFORE AUDITION?
My gosh , i went toilet 6times lar .
NERVOUS .....
SCARY .....
EXCITED ....

Anyway audition was fun .
Hmm .. haha!
They go through two times then you must remember all the steps.
Then 8 beats of freestyle.
END .. * JUMP JUMP again , I did not forget my steps .

ASK ME RESULTS RIGHT?
I don't know leh ..
MONDAY result out !!!

I don't think i can make it lar ...
But nevermind..
I'll try harder :D

GLoRy tO tHe LoRd

SHORT HAIR .







I miss lulu !!

DANCE WHILEE ....

ZHI LIAN :*D

sweet sweet ; my love :D


*LU LU
hey boy , 3days more then u going overseas. Some more for 3weeks @#$%& !!
That means more than 21days I can't see you.
Hopefully you can come back earlier .

I know that you think that i have not forget him.
But I assure you that I'll forsake every single guy alright ?:)
Oh mushy mushy !!

NEXT ...


JUMP JUMP *
SOOO SUPPPERRRR EEEExxxxxccciiiiiitttttiiiiiinnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg !!

My dance . ENERGY INCREASING .. i need it!!
My hair
My holiday
My cash
My clothes
My slipper
My jeans ..


okay.. now what ?
My cell group leader know about my relationship problem .
FACE THE MUSIC .

HAVING A DREAM?
i have big big dream ...


Containing something deeper in me.

DANCE C:

I'm going for audition for [ oschool thing ]. Hah .I'm gonna start practising.
Scared, well .. I'm gonna fight for it! Jia you me?


JUMP JUMP *
Let me tell you something that i learn today!!

What are the factors that stop you from achieving your dream?

Number 1
Friends.

Good friends , bad friends ?
If you hang around with negative people , you will be negative.
So do you have negative friends or positive friends?

Number 2
tiredness !!

You are just too tired to go on ..
But its your dream.
Don't stop it .. Take a break instead :)


Number 3
Failure

Well .. I guess most of us will be afraid of failing .
But failure is not final. The past is over and you can't change it.
There is this saying that ..
99% failing , 1% success :)


Number 4
Fear

Are you afraid to take risk ?
Nah .. Don't be afraid . Step out , BY FAITH :)


JIA YOU People FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !!

one word to describe my day TIRED

MAN .. Struggling ..
SHORT HAIR ? KEEP THIS LENGTH?
COMMENDS LEH .

"Want go study social study ?"asked Peiqi while she put the social study book inside her bag.
"SOCIAL STUDY?" I exclaimed.
Guys you know what ? Social study exam is over!!!!
Ask me if it easy ? HMMM. I'll be humble :)
Finally Social studies is out of my mind.

Cheering HOORAY .

SOOOOoooooo..
After SS exam , i decided to reward myself to meet boy.
Although I say we can't meet until Wednesday.
BUT
Some nerves in my brain was overheating to see him.
My mouth keep splitting his name and its uncontrollable.
So i went on splitting to my friends.
He ... this and that .. we this and that .. then he this and that .
As you see .. (can't see him?)+misses= madness


Anyway just want to tell boy that ...
Hey boy , you have a very great voice.
You're my superstar:)

(can't see him?) + misses = madness

Can't believe that tomorrow is N level Chinese .
Anyway .. All the best to ME :)
And all of my friends who is taking N level .

Super sad .. I can't get to perform ..
Because of N levels . REALLY SAD! (SWEAR)
Sigh!!
But anyway God have better plan for me. *smile
* God use me , Please ...
I will seek first the Kingdom of Yours
I will talk the talk ; walk the walk.
God of my forever ...
work done = Force x distance
my formula with God :)
My Desire come sacrifice ;
my decision is it worth it?


Say that I haven learn my lesson . But it's just reality

Everything belongs to Peiqi , except my green highlighter.


HOHO ! zhi lian :)

Isn't this nice?

WINDOW SHOPPING AFTER studying !!


WOOHOO ...shopping!
I did not expect to shop today, so i went out with $30.
And after shopping ..
I guess i have to upgrade my things .
HMM . HOHOO!


LISTED
Tee shirt ,dark blue ; $29 Dorthy Perkins
Dress ,black ; $29 Dorthy Perkins
Tee shirt ,yellow ; $35 mango
Watch , gold/white ; $118 Adidas


My gosh .. Tempting!!
$$$ $$$ $$$ $$$ $$$ $$ $$ $$$ $$

No , firstly reborn my hair .
Short hair? ?
Stay this length ? ?

I don't know!!!