xoxo: Destiny

12 January 2009

Destiny

I had a lot of butterflies in my stomach. Can't eat well , sleep or whatever sh*t. All day long I had been thinking of my results tomorrow. Oh my , seriously I know it's gonna be no good at all. I regret now! I should study harder! :x opps but seriously please study hard for O's if not you're end up like me. poor thing , I know it's gonna be a definite hard night today.
I can't imagine that tomorrow results will be out . It's gonna affect my mood. damn happy or sad , either one! OH my where will I go ? Jesus bless me , AMEN! Super scaryyyy

Happy 18th birthday Darling Peiqi!
Although we have really drifted but yet you're aways a good friend in my heart ya? You'll still be in my heart :) I hope you have a wonderful day spending with your friends or boyfriend. Most importantly is yourself to be happy. Take care of yourself and I just want you to know that no matter what I'll be here for you.

* I practise dance and bball today .
No mood , really not going to further blog. Love you guys! byee

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

12 January 2009

Destiny

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