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18 January 2009

Oh my gosh , I woke up at 5.30pm. I like an idiotic pig why can I ever sleep so long? I had a very stupid dream . The dream is about me and an unknown guy. In the dream I fell in love with him. Then we do a lot of sweet things like all couples will usually do except for sex. This part very exciting! One day i went to his house and he took of his clothes then he shouted " Actually I'm a girl and I love you so much!" Oh my god , there goes my sweet dream turn nightmare! I'm so angry !

Yesterday I accompany best friend forever Sammy to put tattoo at acid crew. I waited for him about 3 and a half hours , I almost fall asleep there la.Actually I was suppose to put with him but I wasn't sure about the design yet. Further more my friends were right "please put somewhere that I could cover or hide".
So .. I shall give up the idea of putting tattoo on my wrist. So i decided to put on my ass. ha ha , no la on my back. Then now the design .. My friend said put something that represent you. It's like abit hard for me to put princess Diana on my back right? So these few days I had been thinking hard what represent me. Then I came to an conclusion of putting DIAMOND. It's not that i think i look like a diamond la. It's like i think cause it's every girls favourite right? Then I shall put Pink or colourful Blink blink on my skin forever. I guess when I turn 80 I'll still like diamond haha. So the colour I'll think through again and then go talk to my parents.
Soon Okay I'll put it .
Friends don't hate me if I have a tattoo okay? It's still me forever!

Yesterday movie and it totally freak me out. Damn , waste my money ! The movie is don't know what molly molly or whatever shit. Please , if you love your parents please don't spend their money on this show.

Lastly , baby I hope you'll like the red mp3 that we gave you. No money no talk no shit no clothes no fun no bf no enjoy. baby , it's time to work.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

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