Life has been so busy , it's like a routine keep going and going on until it has not stop. I really need to be in a place where I can live happier or maybe a sanctuary for me to rest and get well.
I really want to write down all my emotions in this blog so that I could feel better but it will certainly make it worst. I know exactly what's going on and could nearly see what's going to happen next.

That's the reason why I need to keep it to myself and make things happen as shallow as possible. It is one of the most hurtful things. I know I should not blog about my feelings but this is the best I can do

This Coming Holiday, yay!

Finally my first holiday in school is coming sooooonnn and I'm so looking forward to have all fun although I'll be working still.


Dance is still making me so stress and I really hope to see result so soon. I want to do the turnings cause It's my dream to learn that , i want to do turning so badly! Hiphop camp is going to be a breakthrough for me (i think) cause there will be dance practises and DANCE EXAM.

Seriously I don't have much confident that I'll get into the 2nd round of audition and pass my dance exam . Anyway I'll try very hard and do my very best!

School is really enjoyable and I get to know a lot of friends. They're nice but somehow it take time to see a person true colour . I only need some bestfriend or maybe one , a quality one who'll be here for you . Instead of finding those people who only wants attention cause it's so cool to have one big group of friend , isn't?


Woohoo~ I'm going to party so soon cause it was been long since I went to a party . School and work really kill me very badly . Breaking my brain cell a lot and money matter seem better now.
I need to play all my heart out ! CHAOS !

Yesterday we wore the same tee to school. LOL , it f funny cause when we walk around people tend to look at us and comment us that we're cute ! HAHAHAHHAA~





Picture taken without the shorty *b

Class is usually fun.

I hate the feeling when you feel that you're facing the world alone today. I think I lost the feeling of falling in love and I really miss the times.

Falling in love is definitely dumb and I know that I had learn my lesson. I just feel that people might take me for granted, it's really f true!

I miss days when I am still a kid ... when time is not as complicating compare to now. If I got a choice , I'll change my destination today which is impossible.

For now I just need to keep going and do well in study as well as dance. Good day forever , peace.

dance revaluation

Today I almost want to break down in dance practise because I really can't have the posture and feel that I want. I think I made the worst in the whole team .Hais~ Modern dance which consist pointing and turning is the first time that I'm doing this! Warm up became so important because I can't even do spilt !

I know practise made perfect and I certainly can't expect too much yet cause after all I'm a beginner in this section. I think I fall in love with this very very graceful dance which I never thought I'll be dancing today.

fun in school

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONEY YUEHAN!!

We got a her a surprise just now. Finally she's the first person who is got REALLY surprise yay!
I'm enjoying my days in school!



Today almost half of my classmates didn't turn up for lesson! argh but class was fun still~

My group mate for enterprise !

After school went cw and makan then went bitch house to zz.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

Oh ya .. I went to modern dance and the practise super duper like ballet . It's difficult but it's very inspiriting. I'll do my best and have the feel on modern dance!

ARGH , tired siol tomorrow I'm working again! I need cash and more cash forever.

I MISS YOU BAD

In my 18years living ,this is my first time to Marche ! Met Jas and sam for dinner and went shopping. Thanks sam for the treat and for doting us so much , love! BFF~

Jaslin food like drop into her drink . It so funny lar ! HAHA~

School is fun and grades can be improve! Good news for me...

Yeah I went in for hiphop audition but there's another (2nd) audition ! Hopefully I can pass my 2nd audition and I'll try my best.

This week I went to accompany my friend for the audition for modern dance and I got in too! yea! It's my first time dancing modern dance and I think I'm in love in modern dance although it's so not my style.

MOTHER'S DAY CELEBRATION

when to eat dinner with family @ indo restaurant . Damn good like the food. We get mummy a river island wallet and she love it a lot. Mummy , I love you forever!

(sorry for not posting often)

I pull it through!

sad sad. I screw up my dance audition again! Yeah , I don't even think I could lget into the team at all. sigh , but at least I try and I didn't like leave the studio. I still love dance hais~ Audition is my greatest fear , so scary!

hello anyone here for me?

I think nowadays I super sway. Yesterday when i was working I lost psp . I was attending a customer and place psp behind the push cart. Less than 2min everything gone. My ezlink and money also lost, fcuk broke. Tomorrow will be the dance audition and I really want to be in the team cause I really do love dance a lot more than you think. Guess what? When I was walking home just now I felt a sharp pain on my leg. I cannot believe I saw this nail penetrating my leg , bleeding massively . Sigh heavily :(

zouk just dance

Maybe I'm too tired for club but music sucks and so on. The best is when my 1st night in zouk , fabulous is the word! The dance floor was f pack. 5 of us was like dancing and standing around. Pointing middle finger to "not our cup of tea" ! Not fun but the only fun part was we went to another part of zouk and see people dancing diatonic , doing shuttles and running man. Some are nice but some "wa lau eh , cannot make it lar" Then me and jas went up the the stage to dance siol.. daring la ~! No , cos club super dark no one can see my face. oh , nice night!
After club I ate tom yam cup noodles and went to zzz without bathing guess what I *s all day long the following day . nice


I lost my things again .. It's really sad to lost so many thing within a month and the feeling sucks to the core! I feel stupid to lost my things! I feel damn bad la today .I need you today but you're tired, I understand. Sometimes I just need you and you alone not my friends. Even i'm not attached and even we both do not want to be attached but I do treat him as one. And i really doubt that he care for me but no choice this game is play this way. Anw , single still rocks. boys sucks girls rock , yeah very cliche.
Tomorrow school , goodnight