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18 May 2010

So sick and tired

Hello people I'm so sick now 38.9 and i'm resting at home now . I miss my exam and I really hate it cause my daily grades so bad . I'm currently in DHHM year 2 in rp now and I really can feel the amount of stress now !
I seriously don't know why ?!?! I need to handle the amount of work in school , like dance and school work.
Don't ask me to give up on dance cause it's my passion .

I really doubt myself that can I survival in hotel industries. I wish my choice was art or something that I like at least I could do something I like . Kinda regret but I not going to give up as I come so far .

Sigh every now and then I really wish that I could know how to take the amount of stress.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

18 May 2010

So sick and tired

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