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18 February 2009

Today went to mama's house for dinner , the food is super delicious and yes that's my first meal from yesterday . HA!

You know what I realise about myself today? Yea , stupid is one thing but then I found myself having wounds all over my body.

I had conversation with my friends who told me all the things I did .

Haha , I sound like a mad woman walking all over ,screaming , yelling , laughing and crying.

I almost got myself into trouble with that person , I think he almost want to beat me up.

The most stupid thing was I bang into the wall while walking-_-!!

That explain blue black on my head.I never feel the pain until today when I was looking at myself and pressing on it. PAIN!

I also want thanks those people who came to console me upon reading my blog. I didn't expect that some people would read my blog. Anyway , I'm really thankful.

Tomorrow is Class gathering and I'm looking forward to see my friends again especially xxx.

Wondering how is xxx going to face me. How will I react when I see xxx.

I'll meet ken to treat him ice cream first. See you soon!

* My uncle had cancer in his blood.

My mom is depress . Look people please stop smoking and drinking .

God , why must you let all things happen in one shot? Please consider this girl name kaiying whether she could take it.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

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