Today went to mama's house for dinner , the food is super delicious and yes that's my first meal from yesterday . HA!

You know what I realise about myself today? Yea , stupid is one thing but then I found myself having wounds all over my body.

I had conversation with my friends who told me all the things I did .

Haha , I sound like a mad woman walking all over ,screaming , yelling , laughing and crying.

I almost got myself into trouble with that person , I think he almost want to beat me up.

The most stupid thing was I bang into the wall while walking-_-!!

That explain blue black on my head.I never feel the pain until today when I was looking at myself and pressing on it. PAIN!

I also want thanks those people who came to console me upon reading my blog. I didn't expect that some people would read my blog. Anyway , I'm really thankful.

Tomorrow is Class gathering and I'm looking forward to see my friends again especially xxx.

Wondering how is xxx going to face me. How will I react when I see xxx.

I'll meet ken to treat him ice cream first. See you soon!

* My uncle had cancer in his blood.

My mom is depress . Look people please stop smoking and drinking .

God , why must you let all things happen in one shot? Please consider this girl name kaiying whether she could take it.

I woke up early today as early as 9am. Feeling all the muscles aches and headaches make me so sick. I think it's because of dance but yeah I enjoy yesterday lesson. I promised myself that I must practise as many times as possible cause I want to get into dance team in poly. Yes , I really do love dancing than any other thing in the world.

99% awake , I feel nothing not pain. I don't know why I'll end up that way last night. Man , I'm really sorry making my friends to worry. I could still remember when I was half awake , she cried when she see me in this state. I don't even have the rights to scold you and nag at you cause look at me , I'm worst than you man. I wish you well (:

I really could not remember some of the things I did last night but I really thank them to stand by me. Shit , I think i did a lot of shit and seriously I know I look like those ah lian who get drunk over small matters. Damn , I look so stupid and a lot people saw me in that state! I screw up myself.

I feel better now , better than yesterday a million times. I really wish that I could be those who could keep things to myself but I can't. I really don't want myself end up this way , I look pathetic. Yesterday I was just trying to get things out of my mind for hours and I know clearly things won't not change.

Seriously I recall and I thought I was kind of stupid and foolish. I'll always remember and again lesson learnt. Don't mess with me again cause I'm not those kind of woman you think I was. It's not that I fall deep is because I finally realised that I'm stupid enough to think in a way that I could stand up in the word L O V E again but I was wrong.

Game over , it's time to find something better to do that going into any trap anymore. Ha!
Wednesday , It's going to be a fun day. It's class BBQ! Yea , than I could see all my lovely classmates and one bastard . I hope I'll not create any trouble for myself anymore.

Kaiying is a trouble maker , she knows it. Just laugh at me , ******!
* previous post deleted .

Hello everyone ,kaiying wishing all of you a happy valentines day.

I wish all people could spend this lovely day with their love ones.

I got special blessing to ...

Jaslin and Willis .

Hope you guys will be happy with each other. Willis to be more da nan ren and Jaslin to be xiao nu ren.

Jiaxin

I hope you'll find that special guy and fulfill you dream valentines date

Peiqi

I wish our friendship will be like last time so sweet and fun

Sammi

I hope you'll forget her and find a nice girl AND GET MARRY SOON!

tong and terry

Chua and ben

Rui and chicken

Many many more ...

This year valentines I spend with Jaslin for shopping and Mommy.

I spend like ... oh my god . I have no money already. But never mind , for mommy it's worthy!

Monday I'm going interview !

This year was bored cause I'm SINGLE !

Looking at those sweet couples , I'm so envy!

wow rose ,chocolate and present!! KAIYING DON'T HAVE :(

Sigh .. haha

13Feb .

Yesterday like so lame . Lots of weird things happen but I'm not blogging about it.

Ah , I got 2pictures of myself.

TADAH!~

My precious mummy . Valentine is her birthday ! I love you mum!

SWEETIES , I'm wearing the cap you guys gave me . I look Chio-er right? I like it a lot , thanks(:

Regarding the pictures which I took in the auntie pub and East coast , sorry I only receive some!

Want see red pig?


TADAH~

omg , I look so damn fcuk red when I drink. I'm not drunk okay! I got good blood circulations~
Then the rest of it I'll post it later cause got some pictures are "closed up". Top secret! Don't ask me why I dress like this to pub. Kc said rubbish and Jaslin named it causal, everyone look not very nice attire.




HAPPY VALENTINES


Kaiying wish that her hair is perm.

Disappointed

It's bad when your BBF hate your bf but it's worst when your bf hates your BBF. It kind of up sad when I receive call when you need me but hack care when you're having fun. I know I did that in the past too so I never blame you. Maybe It's not your fault, maybe your bf? I not sure. I just feel that he's way too much. I did what I can and better off I think you deserve someone much much better . I hate him cause he destroy our more than 10years friendship. But that's what friends are for isn't it? I'll support you and only you not him. I think you should not contact me when you're with him anymore cause I don't want to be in the picture related to him. I don't want you guys to quarrel . No I rephrase , I don't want you to feel sad. You can count on me forever cause you're always my BFF. I said I'm not for your money and whatever shit. I'm so true to you , I know it myself. He fucking have no rights to say me. Look at him , he's ...........
Whatever..
God if I have one wish I wish to have back her.