xoxo: holiday end today

3 January 2010

holiday end today

Nothing can describe how i feel now cause tomorrow have school.I really wish that sem 2 end fast cause I don't really like my class and cause of that my grades are really f bad. I have to study bearing in mind that I'm useless and whatever it is . WHAT SO EVER I STILL MISS MY SCHOOL JAPANESE FOOD :)

Sometimes I just wonder why some people out there can achieve what they want or like they have talents and potential in them and so on... Sometimes I wonder why do I even exist in the world where I don't even make a different in the world.

God is like totally unfair to me where he give me ugly features like i'm short ,ugly, fat , poor , stupid and stuff. Maybe the only thing that he give to me which is so damn precious it's my family.

Yeah all I know it's to complaint and complaint cause I really have no mood today and I totally have nothing better to do but to blog! aww how pathetic .

I love school ; it's rocks ! yea~ goodbye

and I need to leave sg

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

3 January 2010

holiday end today

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