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6 March 2009

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1st day daddy ask me to go out :/ He find me super weird hanging at home. Can you just believe that I didn't go out of my house for 3days! He thought something happened to me but I think I nearly scared him off.

WHY?
cos..
I told him I'm in love with a vampire.
AND he was like " Are you alright?"
HA HA HA ~

So today I decide to go out and again kbox. I have no idea why am I spending so much on singing. Seriously I got a fuck up terrible voice which sound like ah ma.
One day I'm happily singing when I was with sam and he got super irritated by me and said:
" Eh! nb , you think your voice very nice meh? You go record and listen la!"
Then one fine day I decided to record my own singing and I listen. Madness can't believe what I heard, no more singing.

Whenever I told my dad I'm going out with jas and Willis ... He'll scold me.Cause he think I'm a super BIG light bulb and said I should not disturb both honey moon.
So next time when I go out with them , I'm bringing out my book. EDWARDD!!

*PICTURE with my super ugly hair.
My cheena and meena hair. GET USE GET USE GET USE TO MY LOOK!

MY CENTER PARTING which they laugh me until mad.

Yes I know I look like a slut la. Playing with make up on eyes and seriously look very devilish ugly. Don't worry this is not my usual look. I look more angelic in real life! AH HA nah, joking!

Indeed very sweet making me feel envy . Sweet sweet love

Act cute Act gentle Act siao.

FUNNY LA ! We laugh madly. HAHA , by the way the leg belong to Jaslin

JASLIN ~ I'll miss you . Enjoy camping!

Raining heavily last night

After everything saw *B . With an umbrella , he walk me to the place when his heart stop beating. Scary ~ cause we're in the rain with loud thunder when he was telling me everything about him. I looked up from the spot he landed to 13th storey .. I think he took a surge of courage to do this. Feeling my heart gaining pounds , I felt it's turning red. Looking at how he treasure friendship and regret not standing by his side as a good brother. Seriously last night I felt he was there with us. AH!

Still , I'm feeling abit not back to the "happy" kaiying. Better in time.

Now my precious time .. more and more Edward please. bye!

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

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