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23 August 2008

I took out my counter from my blog. From 1000 visitors to 938.what the hell, you mean people visiting my blog had decrease?

Okay I think I'll do very badly for my prelims. Maths Paper 1 I screw up too. You can see almost every paper I screw all up! Oh my gosh , it's super sickening. I talk to my dad and told him in advance to save up some money for me. If I fail my O's , I guess I'll go private school to take my diploma.

Today was a emo-ing day. I felt so alone after tuition. :(

Last night.

Go fresh eat sub way

Yes coffee and my sister cheese's cake.

My drink @ night.

tuition .

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

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