xoxo: Jail

5 June 2007

Jail

Finally had some sleep yesterday.I woke up early in the morning at 8.30. I looked at my mirror and started brushing my teeth. It was quite surprising that i woke up so early to study with Hafiza. I arrived at the marina library at 10 and purchase Letta to keep me from entering my dream. I cram the subject i hate the most. PHYSICS . It was damn boring. But we manage to study until 3. I came home and paint my nails blue and mess up with my sister's hair . HA HA . Overall I'm in high spirit, i guess its EMERGE making me due into it . Yuppie , tomorrow going swimming again . And I'm really excited . Today kills me DEAD BORED

*some emerge pictures

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

5 June 2007

Jail

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