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17 June 2007

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THREE DAYS never post . Ha ha, sorry I'm really busy. Yeah .. I completed my one-star kayaking. Super fun , now having sun burn but its a good experience. Straight after kayaking Adeline call and she ask me to join them performing tomorrow. Which i only have one day to learn all the steps. I never consider long and decided to try out.Its really really very tough for me. I'm a reggae dancer and never dance hip hop or locking before.Any way i practise very very hard, I remembered i practise until tears started rolling down my cheeks.Because i really cannot catch the locking part and the performance is tomorrow. People ask me not to join because they think is impossible, but I'm doing this for God.Whatsoever i did not give up, and i did it! ha ha , that day i was really enjoying myself. I get to know new friends and guess what people approaching me to join dance crew. HO HO , I love dancing even more and my spiritual life grew.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

17 June 2007

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