xoxo

16 May 2009

fun in school

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONEY YUEHAN!!

We got a her a surprise just now. Finally she's the first person who is got REALLY surprise yay!
I'm enjoying my days in school!

Today almost half of my classmates didn't turn up for lesson! argh but class was fun still~

My group mate for enterprise !

After school went cw and makan then went bitch house to zz.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

Oh ya .. I went to modern dance and the practise super duper like ballet . It's difficult but it's very inspiriting. I'll do my best and have the feel on modern dance!

ARGH , tired siol tomorrow I'm working again! I need cash and more cash forever.

I MISS YOU BAD

12 May 2009

In my 18years living ,this is my first time to Marche ! Met Jas and sam for dinner and went shopping. Thanks sam for the treat and for doting us so much , love! BFF~

Jaslin food like drop into her drink . It so funny lar ! HAHA~

School is fun and grades can be improve! Good news for me...

Yeah I went in for hiphop audition but there's another (2nd) audition ! Hopefully I can pass my 2nd audition and I'll try my best.

This week I went to accompany my friend for the audition for modern dance and I got in too! yea! It's my first time dancing modern dance and I think I'm in love in modern dance although it's so not my style.

MOTHER'S DAY CELEBRATION

when to eat dinner with family @ indo restaurant . Damn good like the food. We get mummy a river island wallet and she love it a lot. Mummy , I love you forever!

(sorry for not posting often)

5 May 2009

I pull it through!

sad sad. I screw up my dance audition again! Yeah , I don't even think I could lget into the team at all. sigh , but at least I try and I didn't like leave the studio. I still love dance hais~ Audition is my greatest fear , so scary!

4 May 2009

hello anyone here for me?

I think nowadays I super sway. Yesterday when i was working I lost psp . I was attending a customer and place psp behind the push cart. Less than 2min everything gone. My ezlink and money also lost, fcuk broke. Tomorrow will be the dance audition and I really want to be in the team cause I really do love dance a lot more than you think. Guess what? When I was walking home just now I felt a sharp pain on my leg. I cannot believe I saw this nail penetrating my leg , bleeding massively . Sigh heavily :(

3 May 2009

zouk just dance

Maybe I'm too tired for club but music sucks and so on. The best is when my 1st night in zouk , fabulous is the word! The dance floor was f pack. 5 of us was like dancing and standing around. Pointing middle finger to "not our cup of tea" ! Not fun but the only fun part was we went to another part of zouk and see people dancing diatonic , doing shuttles and running man. Some are nice but some "wa lau eh , cannot make it lar" Then me and jas went up the the stage to dance siol.. daring la ~! No , cos club super dark no one can see my face. oh , nice night!
After club I ate tom yam cup noodles and went to zzz without bathing guess what I *s all day long the following day . nice

I lost my things again .. It's really sad to lost so many thing within a month and the feeling sucks to the core! I feel stupid to lost my things! I feel damn bad la today .I need you today but you're tired, I understand. Sometimes I just need you and you alone not my friends. Even i'm not attached and even we both do not want to be attached but I do treat him as one. And i really doubt that he care for me but no choice this game is play this way. Anw , single still rocks. boys sucks girls rock , yeah very cliche.
Tomorrow school , goodnight

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.