xoxo: FREAK .

3 March 2009

FREAK .

I swear yesterday was the best dance lesson I attend in my whole life. Dance was never so good since long ago. It's really 102% of concentration. Controlling my muscle to make every single moves. The warm up that makes us feel like giving up but no last night I did everything without complaining. I swear from the bottom of my heart , dance rocks and made me think I can again in life.
TOTALLY FREAK ME OUT , THE STEPS ARE SO NICE!

Last night went to attend his funeral.. hmm.. The atmosphere is different from any other funeral that I attend before. I really can't believe the fact until I see it with my eyes , his photo laying on the table. Memories will be kept in kaiying heart. p/s Friends .. Life still have to go on without him . Stay strong especially his family. R.I.P

Met Kerin and she was like .. OH MY GOD ... YOU PERM YOUR HAIR???
haha , yeah . I quite not use to it with my curls . Each time I look at the mirror .. I'll be going like "is that me? so ugly la!" Hope to get use to it soon .

There's photo below.

My strawberry shortcake PYJAMAS

My specs la.

I break down ... Hope he'll recover his illness.

Evey night having nightmares. I dreamt of my dad pass away. I dreamt that I being rape!It's really very real la. That's why don't dare to sleep early.I don't want to have any nightmares.God please send angels with me . peace

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

3 March 2009

FREAK .

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