Oh god. I finally realise how hard it is to resist Edward. God .. He's so perfect. I know I'm far away too slow to catch up with those twilight readers. Seriously , I hope I could be belle one day. God please just one day and be with Edward one day. Yes , totally amazed by the author who describe the perfections of his look and he's gentleness towards his love one. My oh my .. such lovely love story which don't exist in this earth.
Seriously la , I totally in love with the book now. I understand friend how your uncontrolled fascination grew. I could caught myself laughing while reading him..totally insane! Imagining things full with laughter and joy. His eyes ..his skin.. his body and everything! I swear it's one of my best time with someone not exist but so real! Oh god , thanks for sending vampires with me instead of angels. I finally found how to stop thinking nonsensical and getting myself in nightmares again.