2009 brought me memories for both happy and sad ones.
I remember how I struggle my days in the early months in 09 , it was horrendously a very bad experience that I never want it to happen any more. Basically it was one of the thing that I regret for life ..like and getting along with D that made it the most regretful thing in my f life. And yeah and of cause how I passed my painful days when I'm out of love with my ex bf and stuff...
How I got drunk and making a fool of myself.... I remembered. How I cried and sleep through the pain at night .
I remembered all the pain so clearly even until today
And 2009 is when I decided not to mixed around with them and kept all my good/best memories inside.
When I turned 18 and finally step into my first club at zouk and met a guy who is so damn hot. And when my numbers of visit increase from 1 to uncountable ; I realise clubbing isn't about what I think it was and then I started going there because of my friends and the music.
It was one of the hints in 2009 and I really have lots of fun and met a lot of fun people!!!!!!
Also the misunderstood I had with my secondary friends. I still love you now , cxl lyr! We'll catch up in 2010 :)
Life start to get better as I step into RP ; met my first friend in school vivian and now we're still keeping in touch! Never will I forget W45A my first class where I met lovely people there :)
I never forget how pessimistic i am when i first go to SGC audition . How much worries and fear I was away from my passion but yeah I did it. I met fun people where we start to dance together and fight for our passion. Until now still pessimistic and as low confident as you can think ; I suck at dance big time.
I always keep memories like how BHB practise for showcase and crazy times with nat , kelvin , fara and shark and of cos xoxo gossip girls with zhi wen. How I told Jason that I am giving up B-boy and still trying now . The reason of cutting my long precious hair for getting up sad and stuff. My hair is growing but my dance still not improving !
The obstacles i had with my family and still they are loving me so much. The quarrels I had with my sister and good times we spend together. I don't know how my life was without them . I love you!!!!
Lastly , thanks kenny for being here for me whenever I need him. He's like the light (tink tink ) in my 2009 darkness. HAHAHA
2009; a history that makes me stronger and yeah a happier girl !
FINALLY 2010 ; It's gonna be a good year right?