1 January 2010

good bye 2009

Time really passes so fast and it's already 2010 now. Another year had been a history again.
2009 brought me memories for both happy and sad ones.

I remember how I struggle my days in the early months in 09 , it was horrendously a very bad experience that I never want it to happen any more. Basically it was one of the thing that I regret for life ..like and getting along with D that made it the most regretful thing in my f life. And yeah and of cause how I passed my painful days when I'm out of love with my ex bf and stuff...



How I got  drunk and making a fool of myself.... I remembered. How I cried and sleep through the pain at night .
I remembered all the pain so clearly even until today 
And 2009 is when I decided not to mixed around with them and kept all my good/best memories inside. 


Back then I was a regular customer of K box and how we go there and sing uncountable songs and stuff . It was really fun and i miss the days so much. My k box life kinda stop after I turn 18..
When I turned 18 and finally step into my first club at zouk and met a guy who is so damn hot. And when my numbers of visit increase from 1 to uncountable ; I realise clubbing isn't about what I think it was and then I started going there because of my friends and the music.


It was one of the hints in 2009 and I really have lots of fun and met a lot of fun people!!!!!!


Not forgetting to credits my friends that are always here for me. They are here with me always especially Jaslin :) I love you a lot a lot!  
Also the misunderstood I had with my secondary friends. I still love you now , cxl lyr!  We'll catch up in 2010 :)



Life start to get better as I step into RP ; met my first friend in school vivian and now we're still keeping in touch! Never will I forget W45A my first class where I met lovely people there :)


I never forget how pessimistic i am when i first go to SGC audition . How much worries and fear I was away from my passion but yeah I did it. I met fun people where we start to dance together and fight for our passion. Until now still pessimistic and as low confident as you can think ; I suck at dance big time.  



I always keep memories like how BHB practise for showcase and crazy times with nat , kelvin , fara and shark and of cos xoxo gossip girls with zhi wen. How I told Jason that I am giving up B-boy and still trying now . The reason of cutting my long precious hair for getting up sad and stuff. My hair is growing but my dance still not improving !


The obstacles i had with my family and still they are loving me so much. The quarrels I had with my sister and good times we spend together. I don't know how my life was without them . I love you!!!!


Lastly , thanks kenny for being here for me whenever I need him. He's like the light (tink tink ) in my 2009 darkness.  HAHAHA

2009; a history that makes me stronger and yeah a happier girl ! 
FINALLY 2010 ; It's gonna be a good year right?