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14 November 2009

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Hello people ! I'm so pack this week because of exam and dance. yeah and I wanna complain about my attendance in school ! I suck at it this semester . fuck , I got to go school everyday ! I feel damn sad if my grades are bad la somehow I need to be so discipline and prioritize my study first. I don't know why when it come to dance I'll be so energetic and I just dance whenever I feel tired or whatever shit.I hope my attitude towards studies and exam will be like the attitude in dance! Seriously no matter what i gonna study hell lot for my exams and come to school!

Wednesday went to watch muse performance. Finally is over and I'll have more time spending with nat again! Hard work pay off yea , they did a fucking good job la! Seriously I like the modern dance item the most ! It's beautiful and graceful la ! If ever i have the chance to choose again , I might go to learn modern dance somehow regret to quit modern dance siol! But yea I know i'm not cut to be in that dance BUT i like!

Anyway , monday is my last paper ! :D

But I got to practice for junior showcase! I like the new song we chose but I seriously look very ugly dancing that choreography. I suck at it . I don't have the feel and i can't catch simple steps . fucking stupid.

Short hair nice a not?

long hair better right? wa lau with some pink extension , chio lor . LOL. i miss long hair ! LOL

Last night I danced with my sister , finally ! I love you poon jia xin! let's reggae for life . LOL

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

14 November 2009

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