xoxo: There is still a long long way to go ..

30 October 2009

There is still a long long way to go ..

I supposed to have training today but somehow I skip cause i'm super lazy and tired. I slept all the way to 7pm and when I woke up I feel damn guilty for not going dance today. 7pm and i should be at E4 bouncing instead!

Anyway in another way It's kind of good that I never go practice today cause it has been soooooooooooo long since I last saw my dad and mom. :)

Performance for pre-opening is finally over . Yeah and SGC did a pretty good job! AND I SO HAPPY cause my friends came to watch my performance esp Vivian !

My first performance that I had the guts to ask my friends because I always felt that I am not good enough!
And I'm not saying that I'm good now hahah it's just that ..... ARGH ... i don't know . Cause I'll work very hard for them to see the best of me?

There is still so much things to learn and so many things I need to practice and so many room to improve.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

30 October 2009

There is still a long long way to go ..

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