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14 October 2009

my dream is ......... .. ... .. .. .

I realise that what bring your most happiness brings your most sadness.

My confident level is zero now . I don't feel like dancing anymore , I really wanna give up. I think my hard work really bring me no where.

I always believe that as long as you practise and work extremely hard , one day you'll get what you want. Now my mindset had changed , i think it's like you need the talend to success in dance. One thing that I don't have , talent.

Why must I always start from abc and not continue ? Why do I not see improvement ? Why must I have the reggae feel? Why whatever I want I can't acheive?

I feel so lousy and hopeless.

anw , my friends who wanted to support me for my performance. Is okay already , cause I'll not be performing for muse anymore but you can come and support hiphop IG.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

14 October 2009

my dream is ......... .. ... .. .. .

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