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31 August 2009

for you

Should I say I am disappointed in myself because I had change to another person which you guys don't want me to be ?
OR

Should I say I'm disappointed in you guys of not accepting the way your friend should be because you stereotype people?

It was been so long but after listening to it , I felt hurt and sad la.

Clubbing doesn't mean anything . 1stly i go club to dance and enjoy! I never find guys and do whatever shit that you guys can imagine. I love the music ,atmosphere and dancing with my girlfriends. Whats wrong?

I don't fucking get myself drunk already cos I hate drinking.

It doesn't mean by doing all these mean I have change and stuff. You can't expect me to be at home 24/7 @ home watching tv , computer and sleep.

I'm still kaiying and I'm definitely not the person you think i am .

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

31 August 2009

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