Things have change so much especially myself. Time pass so fast and it doesn't slow down. After school and then dance and then work, so tiring.
But when I really have the free time for myself to rest , I'll hope that I don't have .. I rather myself busy doing something else to keep me occupied instead.
I think it's very difficult for me not to think about x. It's like a daily routine that I must have x in my mind. It's like a habit for me not to cry and get so sad about it anymore.
Sometimes it's quite tiring that I need to act like I don't even care. I don't even know why must I act like I don't care , ha.
Lately , I think I have grown up abit more. I'm not creating any trouble for myself anymore.
I'm so happy that I have learnt how to not message/call you when I miss you so much. Also , I have learnt to be strong when Im alone. Even though sometimes I felt that I can't make it until tomorrow, you know the feeling sucks .
I'm not hoping anything from you and to be honest , I lied to you regarding "our worry" . I don't want see you under so much stress. Peace , one day I'll be a superwoman not and walk away from this situation . I swear!
It's time to change inside out
