I woke up early today as early as 9am. Feeling all the muscles aches and headaches make me so sick. I think it's because of dance but yeah I enjoy yesterday lesson. I promised myself that I must practise as many times as possible cause I want to get into dance team in poly. Yes , I really do love dancing than any other thing in the world.
99% awake , I feel nothing not pain. I don't know why I'll end up that way last night. Man , I'm really sorry making my friends to worry. I could still remember when I was half awake , she cried when she see me in this state. I don't even have the rights to scold you and nag at you cause look at me , I'm worst than you man. I wish you well (:
I really could not remember some of the things I did last night but I really thank them to stand by me. Shit , I think i did a lot of shit and seriously I know I look like those ah lian who get drunk over small matters. Damn , I look so stupid and a lot people saw me in that state! I screw up myself.
I feel better now , better than yesterday a million times. I really wish that I could be those who could keep things to myself but I can't. I really don't want myself end up this way , I look pathetic. Yesterday I was just trying to get things out of my mind for hours and I know clearly things won't not change.
Seriously I recall and I thought I was kind of stupid and foolish. I'll always remember and again lesson learnt. Don't mess with me again cause I'm not those kind of woman you think I was. It's not that I fall deep is because I finally realised that I'm stupid enough to think in a way that I could stand up in the word L O V E again but I was wrong.
Game over , it's time to find something better to do that going into any trap anymore. Ha!
Wednesday , It's going to be a fun day. It's class BBQ! Yea , than I could see all my lovely classmates and one bastard . I hope I'll not create any trouble for myself anymore.
Kaiying is a trouble maker , she knows it. Just laugh at me , ******!
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