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20 July 2008

The photos that was taken on that movie day , I'll post up very soon. All thanks to Kerin , she did not send it to me !!

Yeah so excited because tomorrow I don't have to wear school uniform to school! Let's celebrate racial harmony day :) Yesterday YunRui came my house to borrow kimono. She look so cute with the pink kimono la , I can't wait to see her! Anyway I believe there will be tons of photo taken cause this is going to be my last year celebrating. aww , so sad.

I went shopping @ town , with my mom. We intend to buy a lot of clothes , bag and whatsoever. But in the end we did not buy anything. Argh , I don't understand why my sister can buy so many clothes in one time. As for me , I buy nothing.

Mid-night I went downstairs to meet some of my friends. Supposedly I'm home but when I receive some information from Peiqi. I rush down immediately. I thought my decision was kind of hush and I don't know why I'll just react this way.

Lastly , I'm really afraid. Who can I run to except you? What am I suppose to do now?

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

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