xoxo

12 July 2008

Dear heavenly Father , how are you? It has been a long time since I worship you , i miss you.
These day I have been struggling hard to live . Can You see it? Dear God , Can you zoom into my heart? Deep within me contain 2 desire. Firstly may you give me the power to study and do well in my O's. Abba Father I don't want to disappoint anyone , I want to do well.
Secondly , I want to dance well. I want dance more than anything else. Dear God you introduced me to dance , can I request not to let dance and me to be apart? God please send me your dancing shoe from heaven. If I could just dance for You , I will do it until the day when my heartbeat stop. I promise.

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

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