xoxo: Take all of me

18 June 2007

Take all of me

To my beloved best friend Peiqi:

I know that you think i have change.In the past you know how stupid life is for me.
Who is this girl? because of a problem , and she think everything has came to an end.Thinking of how to die every single day? Sometimes i flashed back and realised how stupid I was but i will never forget these days.6 Months of my life wasted.But i really want to thank you,in my darkest valley i still see light.You say that you never trust any guy anymore, same goes to me. But after emerge'07 i feel love again, truly i know its still the most beautiful thing in the world.And you always think that you are not good in everything you do. Let me tell you , you don't need to be the prettiest.I mean you don't need to worry about all this. You are the way you made.And if you cause this to be your worrys then you will miss out a lot of things.
Is what people think about you so important? You are not living for them my dear girl.I really hope that you will come back to God, cause i believe God has greater calling for you. Anyway i want to restore our friendship again.

God i love you , i love you forever ..

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.

18 June 2007

Take all of me

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