xoxo

28 November 2010

Back to blogging!

Hello everyone !!

My life has been so damn awesome ! No more sad love story ,less heart broken , less tears ! My life has completely change and yes i declare I hate my past love life to the core but Im still loving my primary school memories with all my friends !

Thank God for putting me in such challenges in life , although it's hurting and left a lot of scars yet I learn a lot!

I love my life my family my bf my friends. I love school and I love dance :)

18 July 2010

fcuk life

I freaking pissed , I freaking sad , I freaking angry . I need to dance now!

8 June 2010

insomnia

3:30am

I miss my sister a lot ! I'm all alone in my lovely room without my sister with me and I gonna be all alone for 5 days until she is back in sg :(

I barely can have good sleep from last week. When the lights is off and I rest my body on my bed , my eyes in shut completely and I'm patiently waiting for my mind to get to a shut down mode. 1 hour 2 hour ... 3hour passed , I still can't get it stop and it functioning like nobody business ;I swear!

Thinking of my past and recalling how stupid and naive i was , all the way from the youngest moment that I could remember until now . All this things just spinning in my my brain and I am surprise how my brain could work this way!

I started to worry about my future about my family , studies, relationship , my career , my passion and so on .

Damn I seriously not sure if this module really is what I want , it's so stress to be in this course yea I could harldy breathe . The competition of my friends and how can i out stand to get a job I want and so on ..

I really wish that I would not go through all these ..

I really had so much to say but .. .

i should end here cause It's too long to post it up . love you

18 May 2010

So sick and tired

Hello people I'm so sick now 38.9 and i'm resting at home now . I miss my exam and I really hate it cause my daily grades so bad . I'm currently in DHHM year 2 in rp now and I really can feel the amount of stress now !
I seriously don't know why ?!?! I need to handle the amount of work in school , like dance and school work.
Don't ask me to give up on dance cause it's my passion .

I really doubt myself that can I survival in hotel industries. I wish my choice was art or something that I like at least I could do something I like . Kinda regret but I not going to give up as I come so far .

Sigh every now and then I really wish that I could know how to take the amount of stress.

28 March 2010

I must improve

Dance work 2010! Hello people DW finally came to an end , I'm so happy even if we didn't win . This is my first competition and I'll never forget how Soul good crew went through ! Love you guys a lot!

Anyway I went to see the my first dance competition (Singapore Dance Delight ) Yew~ like finally no need to watch it in youtube! I really don't know how to describe how amazing are those dancers !

Some crew just make me want to dance and level up quickly! One of my favourite is basic five ! They make me want to learn lock so much! Ya and some dancer their groove is just fcuking dope!

Fcuk la I really need to improve and tell you what I love dance .

by myself

I've learnt that the people you love most are going to be the ones who hurt you the worst, but you're going to have to learn to forgive them for that, simply because you love them. I've learnt trust, and the vulnerability of it; how it takes years to build, but only takes suspicion to break. I've learnt that the most cliche saying ever, "never judge a book by its cover", might just be the most true. I've learnt that no matter how bad your problems are, there's always someone out there having it worse. I've learnt that good doesn't always triumph in the end. I've learnt that sometimes forgiving yourself might be the hardest to do. I've learnt never to give up on the future, no matter how bleak it may seem, because whatever negative thing's happening to you now will pass in time. I've learnt never to set your goal too early in life, because sometimes it doesn't help but instead prevents you from trying out other things.I've learnt that home is always the best, and that family will always stand by you, even though you might not have talked to them for a long time. I've learnt that sometimes the best company is your own. I've learnt that passion is never enough to get what you want; talent counts for more than anyone thinks. I've learnt that sometimes the things we hold onto aren't really what we want to keep; it's just that we're afraid of letting go of the familiar. I've learnt that to let go doesn't necessarily mean to forgive and forget; it simply means to accept.And finally, I've learnt that if you want to love others, you must first learn to love yourself.